It is pathetic that I struggle as I do writing - attempting to write.
It isn't so much that I haven't the ideas - I'm full of ideas - it's me getting them down on paper that is ridiculous. After all, who wants to struggle to try to read my stories - ideas? It'd be a waste of your time trying to do so.
So, does this mean that I am - or have been - wasting my time, struggling through with editing, and sentence restructuring, correcting grammatical and punctuation mistakes? It would be an unequivocal yes, especially if the work never gets published. How ridiculous would that be?
But, alas! such is life.